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      I'd rather not take that option. I start looking for ways out ASAP for stuff I dont really wanna be doing.   Working on a resume right now and a bit annoyed at the template having a stupid ad stuck on it I cant remove. Might just go get another resume template that isnt as loaded down with fields I wont be filling out because of having nothing applicable.   You know what also might help? Instead of posting in this thread, you could go ahead and do something productive.. Like making a resume from scratch.. And dealing with the line of unemployment like everyone else. My life was falling down around me years ago, I was completely down on my luck, unemployed de-motivated, and unable to put myself in a decent situation. But unfortunately you're doing this thing where you're blaming the cards that are dealt to you other than like.. Changing variance to make it to play into your favor by doing anything favorable. I don't like your demeanor honestly, and I'm starting to really hate the way you post( and how you post). I sat here for the past 6 months crazed out of my mind, for the job hunger, and finally I nailed an internship.  If you can't get what you want at this present time it's probably because you're not working hard enough towards the goal.  As for the post you made about you not paying rent in a house you grew up in. I had to do it, everyone has to grow up sometime.. And the fact that you think you're 'entitled' to something that blatantly you aren't pisses me off beyond belief. tl;dr Shut the fuck up, I'm sick of hearing about it.     Must have missed where I went down Malcolm's throat for posting like a faggot. I didnt take it then. Not taking it now from you or anyone else.   You think I dont have the hunger? I'm starved for a fucking job? Applying for faggot assed nowhere jobs shouldnt take a resume to get in. 5 years of putting in apps, and getting nothing is telling me that there is something goddamn wrong and its NOT me. I dont know what is wrong, and I cant fix what is wrong if I dont know what the problem is.   I go in looking for apps or apply on site, I'm going in and I'm not fucking around like a jackass. I'm going in like I want the goddamn job and I'm putting on every goddamn air I have to make it clear I want that job more than anyone else walking through that door, because I fucking do.   I shouldnt have to pay to live in MY home. 20+ years of my life were spent here. Zero years of my uncles life was spent here. The only thing he ever did was pay off the mortgage and have it given to him. He never lived in it. He never did anything to fix it. He did nothing ever including pay the taxes. He shouldnt have the sole say just because he wanted something to use to manipulate his parents when he felt like it.   If you dont like that fact, do yourself a favor. Ignore my posts and keep your fucking mouth shut.     Getting angry doesn't improve your situation.  You seriously need to work on your anger issues a bit and any form of free group therapy offered in your area will help.    Today, do that.  Look into what's offered and figure out a way to get there.  One step at a time.      No. I'm getting sick of faggots like Mal, Tygo, and Satch getting to be faggots because they think its their god fucking given right solely because its the motherfucking internet. I already told Mal I'll fucking murder him if I ever meet him because he is that fucking useless as a human being. I'll do the fucking same to the rest of his kind if that's how they wanna handle things. There is nothing productive or constructive in being complete and total faggots like them. The only thing you get from that fucking shit is hate and drama.   My life is probably fucked to start with. I'll take a few fuckers with me if it means they dont get another day to make someone else suffer for their amusement. 
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      I'd rather not take that option. I start looking for ways out ASAP for stuff I dont really wanna be doing.   Working on a resume right now and a bit annoyed at the template having a stupid ad stuck on it I cant remove. Might just go get another resume template that isnt as loaded down with fields I wont be filling out because of having nothing applicable.   You know what also might help? Instead of posting in this thread, you could go ahead and do something productive.. Like making a resume from scratch.. And dealing with the line of unemployment like everyone else. My life was falling down around me years ago, I was completely down on my luck, unemployed de-motivated, and unable to put myself in a decent situation. But unfortunately you're doing this thing where you're blaming the cards that are dealt to you other than like.. Changing variance to make it to play into your favor by doing anything favorable. I don't like your demeanor honestly, and I'm starting to really hate the way you post( and how you post). I sat here for the past 6 months crazed out of my mind, for the job hunger, and finally I nailed an internship.  If you can't get what you want at this present time it's probably because you're not working hard enough towards the goal.  As for the post you made about you not paying rent in a house you grew up in. I had to do it, everyone has to grow up sometime.. And the fact that you think you're 'entitled' to something that blatantly you aren't pisses me off beyond belief. tl;dr Shut the fuck up, I'm sick of hearing about it.     Must have missed where I went down Malcolm's throat for posting like a faggot. I didnt take it then. Not taking it now from you or anyone else.   You think I dont have the hunger? I'm starved for a fucking job? Applying for faggot assed nowhere jobs shouldnt take a resume to get in. 5 years of putting in apps, and getting nothing is telling me that there is something goddamn wrong and its NOT me. I dont know what is wrong, and I cant fix what is wrong if I dont know what the problem is.   I go in looking for apps or apply on site, I'm going in and I'm not fucking around like a jackass. I'm going in like I want the goddamn job and I'm putting on every goddamn air I have to make it clear I want that job more than anyone else walking through that door, because I fucking do.   I shouldnt have to pay to live in MY home. 20+ years of my life were spent here. Zero years of my uncles life was spent here. The only thing he ever did was pay off the mortgage and have it given to him. He never lived in it. He never did anything to fix it. He did nothing ever including pay the taxes. He shouldnt have the sole say just because he wanted something to use to manipulate his parents when he felt like it.   If you dont like that fact, do yourself a favor. Ignore my posts and keep your fucking mouth shut.
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      I really wish that happened to me again. The days when you could get hired for showing you actually could do the job were pretty good.   Gamestop hired me cause I sold someone a pre-order and magazine sub while waiting in line to buy a game. 
  4. Satellarknight - Discussion

    Chalice and BTS in this deck seems like uberkill.
  5. The Official Wrestling Thread

      if cena regains the title and this whole shebang was to yet again make cena overcome the odds and match RIc Flairs title run, then I think people would legit just up and stop watching.       The thing is, they cant show Cena getting the piss beat out of him literally again so...   Perhaps this match, if not fucked up, will at least make Cena look like he just isnt good enough to beat Brock to make sure he stays over until someone is developed to be a legitimate competitor for Brock.
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      I'd rather not take that option. I start looking for ways out ASAP for stuff I dont really wanna be doing.   Working on a resume right now and a bit annoyed at the template having a stupid ad stuck on it I cant remove. Might just go get another resume template that isnt as loaded down with fields I wont be filling out because of having nothing applicable.
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      And I certainly make the effort to do so when the only thing that usually lets me calm down without stewing in it is to get my hands on something and destroy it. The reason people keep suggesting that its not normal anger issues is because violence is the only go to option that does anything for me, or in worse cases try to hurt someone or something. It doesnt feel right for the only thing that gets all that out of my system to be destructive.     Cant code as discussed on FB     Moving was one of the options I tried exercising a few months back. Aunt offered me a place to stay till I could get a place of my own. Offered help in getting me work. Once plans started coming together and I was getting ready to start packing. My aunt suddenly comes out saying no, I cant move out to where she is any more. I'm not taking things serious enough. My plans arent good enough. I push for the whys because if I could do something to resolve the problems, I was. She responds by breaking off all contact and refusing to talk to me since. I havent been in a position to try prepping for another move since due to my aunt had been giving me what I needed covered to move in the first place.   Design sorta has my interest cause it bugs me when I see lazy or bad design in the stuff I play. QA despite its toxic nature of work.   Not on any meds. Used to be on shit for ADD, but since losing medicaid coverage at 18, been trying to deal with that without the meds since money was always an issue when being raised in a fixed income home.   Current situation pretty much is that I have the house I'm in to myself. Enough money in the bank to pay the bills for one more month. Anything I cant pay for after that will have to start getting closed out around middle of sept to avoid going into another billing cycle and making the debt I have with a pending hospital bill worse. 190 a month for food stamps a month means I can eat so long as I keep that up. I had been getting 310 a month to make sure bills were paid and that I had money to cover expenses that Food Stamps didnt. This month was the exception and the end. 620 came in and was supposed to cover me till the end of September when I get cut off.   The catch on the house, is that its been listed on the market since April and could end up sold at any time to put me on a 30 day clock to clear the place out (on my dime and not my Uncles despite the fact he owns the place thanks to dirty dealing) and find a new place to live.     See if you can get some cheap anti-depressants (that also won't kill/hurt you).  If not you can always try and buy St. John's Wort (might've misspelled it, but it's basically an over the counter weak anti-depressant that I think doesn't cost too much).  Unfortunately, most anti-depressants take awhile to kick in so you're going to have to push for the next couple of months.   What are your legal responsibilities in regards to your current house?  In other words, what can you "technically" do and not get fucked (ie, abandon it, rent a room, etc).   Also, today and in the next hour, start searching for free group therapy/anger management sessions/meetings/etc that are near you and make a point to go to them.  From some of your posts that I remember, you mentioned that you had problems in the work place in regards to your anger.      Not allowed to do anything with the house besides keep it presentable for when the realtor brings someone over for a walk through and get the furniture out of the house, either by selling or whatever. My uncle is unwilling to rent because he now see the house as something against his bottom line, and having sole ownership leaves me with no recourse.   I have admitted anger issues. Had other folks online suggest its a mental disorder and not something I can actually control without meds because of how quick I can fly into rages, how violent they get, and the usually shitty reasoning for them. Never had rage be a reason for getting in trouble at work though.     Do you pay rent?   Also do what I said in regards to therapy, even if it's incredibly inconvenient.    It sounds like your best bet may be to get a fresh start somewhere else.  In the meantime, you need to try and work on your social skills.  For your skill set and education your best bet will be to find a job through a friend.  Once you figure out what you want to do (like videogame design), start looking into community college classes and talk to people about the steps needed to do this.   Also, not sure if you've talked about this before, but have you tried joining the army/navy/etc??     No rent. I'd refuse pay as well since I was raised in this house and at the very least have a right to a say in what happens to the house over my uncle, who mainly paid the house off and took over ownership as a means of manipulating his parents while we were all dealing with the aftermath of Katrina.   I had interest in the military back when starting high school. Enamored by all the BS stories and stuff fed to kids to keep recruitment up. Got into JROTC because of all that. Three years pretty much left me disillusioned and wanting nothing to do with the military, mostly because of the unit CO/Teacher making all the Juniors and Seniors take ASVABs regardless of their intentions after high school.
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      Cant code as discussed on FB     Moving was one of the options I tried exercising a few months back. Aunt offered me a place to stay till I could get a place of my own. Offered help in getting me work. Once plans started coming together and I was getting ready to start packing. My aunt suddenly comes out saying no, I cant move out to where she is any more. I'm not taking things serious enough. My plans arent good enough. I push for the whys because if I could do something to resolve the problems, I was. She responds by breaking off all contact and refusing to talk to me since. I havent been in a position to try prepping for another move since due to my aunt had been giving me what I needed covered to move in the first place.   Design sorta has my interest cause it bugs me when I see lazy or bad design in the stuff I play. QA despite its toxic nature of work.   Not on any meds. Used to be on shit for ADD, but since losing medicaid coverage at 18, been trying to deal with that without the meds since money was always an issue when being raised in a fixed income home.   Current situation pretty much is that I have the house I'm in to myself. Enough money in the bank to pay the bills for one more month. Anything I cant pay for after that will have to start getting closed out around middle of sept to avoid going into another billing cycle and making the debt I have with a pending hospital bill worse. 190 a month for food stamps a month means I can eat so long as I keep that up. I had been getting 310 a month to make sure bills were paid and that I had money to cover expenses that Food Stamps didnt. This month was the exception and the end. 620 came in and was supposed to cover me till the end of September when I get cut off.   The catch on the house, is that its been listed on the market since April and could end up sold at any time to put me on a 30 day clock to clear the place out (on my dime and not my Uncles despite the fact he owns the place thanks to dirty dealing) and find a new place to live.     See if you can get some cheap anti-depressants (that also won't kill/hurt you).  If not you can always try and buy St. John's Wort (might've misspelled it, but it's basically an over the counter weak anti-depressant that I think doesn't cost too much).  Unfortunately, most anti-depressants take awhile to kick in so you're going to have to push for the next couple of months.   What are your legal responsibilities in regards to your current house?  In other words, what can you "technically" do and not get fucked (ie, abandon it, rent a room, etc).   Also, today and in the next hour, start searching for free group therapy/anger management sessions/meetings/etc that are near you and make a point to go to them.  From some of your posts that I remember, you mentioned that you had problems in the work place in regards to your anger.      Not allowed to do anything with the house besides keep it presentable for when the realtor brings someone over for a walk through and get the furniture out of the house, either by selling or whatever. My uncle is unwilling to rent because he now see the house as something against his bottom line, and having sole ownership leaves me with no recourse.   I have admitted anger issues. Had other folks online suggest its a mental disorder and not something I can actually control without meds because of how quick I can fly into rages, how violent they get, and the usually shitty reasoning for them. Never had rage be a reason for getting in trouble at work though.
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      Cant code as discussed on FB     Moving was one of the options I tried exercising a few months back. Aunt offered me a place to stay till I could get a place of my own. Offered help in getting me work. Once plans started coming together and I was getting ready to start packing. My aunt suddenly comes out saying no, I cant move out to where she is any more. I'm not taking things serious enough. My plans arent good enough. I push for the whys because if I could do something to resolve the problems, I was. She responds by breaking off all contact and refusing to talk to me since. I havent been in a position to try prepping for another move since due to my aunt had been giving me what I needed covered to move in the first place.   Design sorta has my interest cause it bugs me when I see lazy or bad design in the stuff I play. QA despite its toxic nature of work.   Not on any meds. Used to be on shit for ADD, but since losing medicaid coverage at 18, been trying to deal with that without the meds since money was always an issue when being raised in a fixed income home.   Current situation pretty much is that I have the house I'm in to myself. Enough money in the bank to pay the bills for one more month. Anything I cant pay for after that will have to start getting closed out around middle of sept to avoid going into another billing cycle and making the debt I have with a pending hospital bill worse. 190 a month for food stamps a month means I can eat so long as I keep that up. I had been getting 310 a month to make sure bills were paid and that I had money to cover expenses that Food Stamps didnt. This month was the exception and the end. 620 came in and was supposed to cover me till the end of September when I get cut off.   The catch on the house, is that its been listed on the market since April and could end up sold at any time to put me on a 30 day clock to clear the place out (on my dime and not my Uncles despite the fact he owns the place thanks to dirty dealing) and find a new place to live.
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    u sure showed them     Getting negged doesnt bother me.   People like you being a faggot because you get off to other people being worse off on the other hand.   Literally no one gets off on that you dumb shit. We've tried helping you and you just gave up on yourself. Why the fuck would we keep caring if you don't? And don't say you don't care or it doesn't bother you. You took the time to post about it. It ate at you just enough to get you to bring it to people's attention.     Malcolm hasnt done shit. He's just been "just do this faggot" and just continuing to be an abusive son of a bitch and no one fucking even bats an eye. I fucking hate his guts. I'd do everything I could to kill him because I hate him that fucking much. I wanna know why the fuck he can be that sort of fucking asshole and people praise him and suck his goddamn dick for it? Why the fuck is such a disgusting example of what a person can be gets treated like the motherfucking second coming that can never do wrong?   And the suggestions to be proactive? How the fuck do I do that? Most of the things I have to do to be proactive requires money I do not have. Requires people to help that will not help. A suggestion from someone online doesnt mean very fucking much when the person on the other side of the damn screen wont or cant do anything to make those suggestions viable.   So I'll ask again. Just how in the fuck am I supposed to do something to pursue those suggestions if I do not have the means to do so?     Questions (that you probably have answered, but idc enough to go through this thread and find them): 1) What do you want to do/What do you enjoy doing 2) Education Level 3) Age 4) Where do you live   Tangible steps: 1) Talk to rei about getting your resume in order 2) Put "Warning: Venting" above any post that is excessive "complaining" (nicest word I"ll use).   1: I dunno what I wanna do for an actual career any more. I had wanted to get into gaming and all that, but after seeing Tester positions requiring college degrees and the overall shitty nature of those jobs turned me off to the idea. Main thing I've enjoyed has been gaming even when I dropped the idea of going into the industry though. 2: High School Grad 3: 26. 27 next month. 4: Mississippi. Middle of fucking nowhere for anything productive besides racism and building ships. As far as I am aware, every major employer in the state pretty much requires skilled labor between Huntington Ingalls Shipbuilding, multiple car factories, MIssissippi Phosphates, and Chevron. The shipyard, Chevron, and MSP all being local employers with the car factories being upstate.
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      Lets take this to skype. I'm fucking livid enough with DGz in general right now defending a fucking bitch like Malcolm that I'm in no mood to feed them anything else for the frenzy of faggotry they wanna indulge in.
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    u sure showed them     Getting negged doesnt bother me.   People like you being a faggot because you get off to other people being worse off on the other hand.   Literally no one gets off on that you dumb shit. We've tried helping you and you just gave up on yourself. Why the fuck would we keep caring if you don't? And don't say you don't care or it doesn't bother you. You took the time to post about it. It ate at you just enough to get you to bring it to people's attention.     Malcolm hasnt done shit. He's just been "just do this faggot" and just continuing to be an abusive son of a bitch and no one fucking even bats an eye. I fucking hate his guts. I'd do everything I could to kill him because I hate him that fucking much. I wanna know why the fuck he can be that sort of fucking asshole and people praise him and suck his goddamn dick for it? Why the fuck is such a disgusting example of what a person can be gets treated like the motherfucking second coming that can never do wrong?   And the suggestions to be proactive? How the fuck do I do that? Most of the things I have to do to be proactive requires money I do not have. Requires people to help that will not help. A suggestion from someone online doesnt mean very fucking much when the person on the other side of the damn screen wont or cant do anything to make those suggestions viable.   So I'll ask again. Just how in the fuck am I supposed to do something to pursue those suggestions if I do not have the means to do so?
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    u sure showed them     Getting negged doesnt bother me.   People like you being a faggot because you get off to other people being worse off on the other hand.     please stop     Speaking of the faggots being abusive because its all they can do.
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    u sure showed them     Getting negged doesnt bother me.   People like you being a faggot because you get off to other people being worse off on the other hand.
  15. Satellarknight - Discussion

      Its pretty AIDS to draw into, like Alsahm. I'm leaning towards using 2 Procyon to deal with having dead cards in hand I dont want, or want in a better place to make plays live.     Just cleared and rebuilt the deck from the ground up. I wanna fit in an 86 in here, but not sure what I could take out for it.   inb4neggedforDNformat
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