So, I'm hoping someone has a way to fix my problem.
I find myself very toxic. I usually can't go a game without saying something "toxic". I find myself always saying something like "Gotta enjoy a feeding ____ (':", or "We can't win because _____ threw the game". I admit when I make mistakes and I often watch replays of myself to find what I did to lose X teamfight. I've tried muting the entire team, doesn't work. I've tried talking out loud so I wouldn't type toxic, and I've tried the whole "removing the name and mute them". I usually take an hour or two+ break after a bad loss, or a game where I was extremely toxic but that still doesn't help. But. its weird because I'm usually able to ignore toxic people without having to mute them.
I've already been chat banned once in the beginning of the year and I really don't want my account to be perma-banned because I'm slowly putting money in it. Any suggestions?