ok firs of all, i'm not stupid. don't you think that i would notice by now if something was really going on?
damn, it' really hard for me to express myself in english because i can't really say everything what i would want to... basically, her life story is quite, well, um.. sad? her parents are the only people that i know whose love is growing with each passing moment (except for me and this girl obviously =D) for almost 40 years now. her dad was 18, mom 13 when they started and they've been together ever since so she (my gf) had grown up with love in their family and that's what she was searching since she was 12, she tried drugs with boyfriends and eventually even heroin because she didn't want to lose her boyfriend... and so on and so on. her story could be put in a book or even a movie...
my story is similar except that my parents never liked each other and were only together to raise me so i never really believed in love until i met her.
so we both have some "psychological weaknesses" or i don't know how should i call it and we both help each other by just loving one another. and what a love it is...
i have to say it again; i don't like people that just judge other people, in this case ex junkies, just because of the things they did and not because of what they truly are inside
and we don't use condoms, she has pills. and she has no diseases. for sure.
i really don't feel the need to explain myself everytime to someone whose brain are to limited to see and feel the love we have just because people don't believe in true love storys... our story is different from the spanish soap opera because other elements are/were involved (like (lack of) love, drugs etc)