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  1. discord

    how to get verified? parallel do you see me post here help me out dammit lol
  2. discord

    I am NEVER living that nickname down. fucking startwind. -_-;
  3. Hi I'm new! Tips for a new girl?

    LOL the funny thing is its not even the guys that get excited when another girl comes here. its the few other girls that do. join the discord forums are dead. also you can talk and guys can tell your a girl... (we have had a lot of catfish posters... saying they were a girl, and being guys. i believe the most epic was lily, who was preop trans and growing boobs and showed them off. she is a she now and is one of the most epic persons on this board. bow to her and lick her toes) =] tips for surviving here as a girl. either post your boobs or dont. people will ask its kinda a thing from the catfishs. if you do don't be apologetic about it when various people try to slut shame you like what happened to robyn (who is awesome but i hated it when she let some guys do that like fuck off dudes its her body you should shut your trap and count yourself blessed to see her awesome boobies. k?) and if they say tits or gtfo well sorry i dont really know how to properly fence that yet... i either ignore or direct them to google porn. they will calm down when confirmed you are girl. usually best way to do that is post pic with salute to dgz. Welcome to DGZ. have fun? hope you stick around and all this hasn't scared you. or that you are 12. that would be awkward. we need girls please stay =[ on the getting into the game advice, read articles on decks to learn how to play them. when learning a new deck play with people using the same deck, watch what they do, pick up plays. repeat. a LOT. Then play a lot more vs all sorts of other decks and pick it up yourself. Sidedecks are your friend but dont disrupt your deckflow to disrupt your opponents. you can do both. never rage quit. losing sucks but has lessons to make you better. learn them and its not a loss. this game is largely luck but you don't just lose because of luck, if your a good player you wont rely on it (but this is ygo and it does ALWAYS help) starter decks suck. if your looking to learn look at deckprofile articles and build a suggested decklist from there, will also tell you how to play it.
  4. Hi again =]

    Hi I'm back =] i quit ygo awhile back cuz it got stupid but playing magic and dgz has decent mtg section if I remember correctly. been long time how is everyone doing? Ash still dating that qt? Does she post more on the forum? Is Robyn and Paul still together? What's lilies name atm? She changes it a lot did she find one she was happy with? Does Chey have a fan club yet? Can I join? Is Chris still the nicest black man ever? Is Igor still a cuddly player? Did he ever find a girl to date long term? Any new member tits posted on tits or gtfo? better question has any guys posted their dicks? whats happened?

    Lol I think dgz should do a poll who they would vote for in the us election. This shit is heated.
  6. InuYasha's Introduction

    you are not an anime character and there are no main characters on dgz. ... Hello
  7. To warn my coworker to fuck off before i stick her head in the industrial toaster and melt the weave off her head?   Cuz someone needs tell her. All shift i was imagining sticking her head in the toaster and watching her hair melt over her head and drip into her face and watching her choke on the chemicals being burned...  (i am a sick sick fucker when angry) I was so angry i couldn't fucking talk. Which is actually common, and unfortunate. when i get mad i cant talk. if i try i become hysterical so just keeping mouth shut is preferable.   cant act either, which is unfortunate, because i would really really like to shove her head in the toaster... =[   but anyhow. RANT! because i really really fucking need to rant to SOMEONE before i fucking stick her head in the toaster. cuz i will,  eventually. it is bound to happen. inevitable.     I have been working at this store for fucking years and years. This bitch about half a year, maybe more, but in our store she is still the newest employee. so, obviously, first of all when i tell her she is doing something wrong, she should listen and let me teach her the right way to do something right? she walks away from me while im trying to talk to her, when i ask her to come back i need to show her she says no i got it. But then next customer she does the exact same thing again! so i call her out on it and she backfires says someone else told her to do it that way so she is going to do it that way, not the way i told her. So then im like okay, here, i will show you were it SAYS and EXPLAINS how to fucking do it! (because everything you need to do is printed out and displays are shown, its in black and fucking white, but she refuses to even look! Like FUCK she has been here long enough, she should already know it, and fighting with me and refusing to look is just fucking petty as shit, and dumb as hell.)   example, the coupons are buy a sub, get an equal or lesser price sub for free if its a six inch, a dollar for a footlong. a customer got two footlongs with a coupon. she rings it in as a free sub, not the buy one get one, i point out her mistake, say its supposed to be a dollar not free, and try to point out the right button, but she walks away. I am like i have to show you how to do it right! and she says okay okay i get it you dont have to show me. Then next order is two six inches a veggy and a teriaki. she hits the free button again instead of the bogo(buy one get one) so the more expensive sub, the teriyaki, is free instead of the veggy. cuz the free button makes the more expensive sub free, not the least, as its supposed to be on the coupon and by design cuz hey they have to make money here, it pays for your paycheque! and i point it out to her again and she gets snippy at me, says im stupid look, the coupon says free for six inch! and i try to point out that the wrong sub was made free, cuz of the choice of button, and it does matter, she walks away on me says whatever, im like i have to show you how to do it right! you said no last time you got it, but then you made the mistake a second time! she is like i get it stop acting like im stupid i get it (but she is stupid. obviously)     and again with something else. i noticed the mini subs were small. i am like umm are you cutting a six inch in half for the minies she is like yes im not new. I am like but a mini is a third of a sub, not a quarter... and she is like "well then why is there a measure on the scale for 3inches?" there is also one for 4 inches... but the one for three inches is for the BREAKFAST FLATBREAD 3 inch subs. only available for breakfast, and with flat breads. not subs. minis are a third of a footlong. so i tell the customer i will just ring him in for a 6inch then, and the cheaper one cuz it was our mistake, not his. he was happy. =]   after he left, this girl turns on me and is like "do not ever do that again, you embarrassed me in front of the customer" and we have a fight. cuz bitch please, it takes too long to take you into the back to talk to you, which is why the bosses dont do it. and she is like well i dont like it when they do it either, but you are not my boss, you are a coworker, and you are closer in age to me, and you act like you own me. you do not have the right to make me look bad and treat me like that" .... you are wrong, im not going to let it pass and cheat the customer of what they should have got, because your a fucking idiot. obviously didnt tell her that. was mad, couldnt talk, walked away until i found me words and told her "this is a job, we have a job to do, i am senior and part of my job is making sure things go the right way. and i have to correct you when you do things wrong, and have to do it as it happens so that it can be made right. for the customer, they deserve what they pay for, and for the store, because we still need to make money it pays our cheques." she argues with me, i forget what cuz i didnt even let her continue cuz she pissed me off and i snapped at her that her feelings of not liking being told what to do was not as important as a customer, this is a job, suck it up!" (cuz fuck her!)     and her reasoning for why she doesn't listen to me? she says i explain things in a condescending manner. And yes i admit in my head I think she is a prissy princess lazy stupid shit, but i try to be nice, friendly. i don't call her stupid, i am not negative. I sound like a fucking kindergarten teacher explaining shit, which is actually her problem with me apparently, i act too nice when explaining things and it comes off as condescending and she "isn't a child"? THE FUCK DOES SHE WANT!?! and if she doesn't want to be treated as if she is stupid, maybe she should actually NOT be stupid and finally learn her fucking shit. OR READ IT! It is not fucking difficult. i could start telling her that, that isn't treating her with kid gloves, but i think she will find it a hell of a lot more condescending. I will show her what condescending is little fucking brat.. OMG! >_<;       And she is a prissy princess type. "OH! I cant wear my hair up properly, i just got it done, it will ruin the style" "Oh i cant do the dishes it will ruin my nails (the nail polish)" "I won't clean the bathrooms they are gross" "i cant take out the trash it is too heavy (and gross)"   So, i do all the things she has a "reason" not to do. while she does the things she finds more agreeable. Then there is something she cant find a reason not to, so she outright TELLS me to do it. To be exact "get this done before the dinner rush or it is going to be harder" ... okay? who are you to tell me what to do? but i get it. it is wiping down/cleaning the chair and table legs cuz highschool kids tracked mud in cuz of the rain. it is annoying as fuck cuz you have to get on your knees to clean them, and you have to keep getting up to move to the next one. and there are lots of tables and chair legs to clean. I hate it too. but i do it anyways because i need to ask her to do something later.   See the actual closing part is split into two jobs, the front and the back. The back is stuff like wiping down the edges of the containers, and breaking down to one fridge instead of two. clean them. but you have to put the containers back smart. she has the veggies spread out ALL OVER so you have to pick up the sub your working on and carry it to the other side of the other employee to reach it, then back again for something else. It is fucking ANNOYING!!! and bad time management, takes fucking forever to make a sub like that. So I wanted that job, because things like that and other things (she cant even cut the cheese straight, doesn't even try, so you end up with tiny triangles that you have to put more than the standard one cuz they are fucking tiny, and then huge ones. i dont even KNOW how she fucks up that bad. and everytime she does sauces the next person has to take out every single sauce bag, clean them and the container, because she puts them down wrong, sometimes even directly upside down, so the sauce leaks everywhere. So, obviously, i don't want her doing these types of jobs, she can do the front, which is already almost half way down because she made me do the washrooms and the trash and clean the legs.)   so i, as way way the most senior of senior staff, try to delegate and tell her to do the front. she refuses. im like but i did the dishes, the bathrooms, took out the trash, washed the legs, etc etc etc (pretty much everything she said she couldnt or didnt want to do) and her reply was "so i was in the back doing stuff too, doesn't mean you get to tell me what to do" (umm what?! didnt she spend the entire fucking shift telling me what to do, even though i am senior? and isn't this telling me what to do?) but i was too angry to talk, so i had to let it go. cuz, speech, necessary thing for arguing. she does a shitty fucking job. obviously.   i try explaining, again, what to do with the veggies and why they need to be somewhat organized, and she makes fun of me for being a tool.   ... this is a job hunny, you get paid to do it and do it right. you cant do shit and expect to keep a job. i don't know how she even still has this one, even the boss says she is a bitch and wants her to quit (they try really really hard not to fire people you have to be really really bad to accomplish getting fired, but your hours will still suffer if you suck, represented by her one shift every week, sometimes two (loses a shift when does something wrong and gets caught out in it)   so, i do the job right, and get pissed at you for doing it wrong. that is because you are making more work for me. and as senior i am responsible for what happens in the store. if we get a complaint, i lose a shift too, and i can't afford that. or if subs are getting rung in improperly too, because i am supposed to keep an eye on her. it isn't just her ass on the line, hell her ass is buffered by my ass, cuz i end up working harder to make up for her slack.   oh and by slack i mean her habit of going to the bathroom often, for a long time. like 15-30 minutes. she takes goddamn breaks in the bathroom and doesn't claim them as breaks. meanwhile im doing all the work and doing all the subs/customers myself. sometimes all through rushes.   and if she comes ten minutes early she writes down on her hours she got here 15 minutes early and counts it in her time log. and if she leaves 5 minutes late she also puts down 15 minutes out late. which, maybe for one, (but i wouldn't personally claim either), but for both? she is cheating on hours. and usually at night she cant stay to help close cuz she has a "bus to catch" but if you write you stayed longer, she will changer her hours to match yours even if its a half hour later, because she "doesn't want to look bad" that one person stayed and she didnt. ... *face wall*   why why why is she still an employee here?!! like isn't that fucking theft, claiming you worked hours that you did not? and shirking work hiding in the bathroom? being rude prissy shit, telling senior staff what to do, arguing over what is right or wrong and refusing to look at proof of her being fucking wrong. refusing to do the "gross" cleaning things, not doing dishes, or taking out trash. god damn fucking little princess. I am going to shove her head right in the toaster and watch the pretty curls she couldnt put up right cuz it would ruin them, fucking melt. They will fucking melt, burn her flesh, scar her face (its not pretty to begin with, she has a permanent bitch face expression, you know, that constipated one?), and choke her lungs. FUCK HER! UGH! ...   ... is there something wrong with me that i get such twisted joy imagining causing her such pain?
  8. Is it a hate crime/racist

    talked to boss today, she said she will talk to the girl, but she probably will not be her much longer. she doesn't like the girl either and called her a bitch lol... =]
  9. Is it a hate crime/racist

    you did have it worse, way worse. my job is fine besides this one girl lol but she is still a huge bitch... and i want to melt her face.
  10. Is it a hate crime/racist

    lack of options, finance issues.
  11. Is it a hate crime/racist

      yeah but someone can easily concentrate the tasks and let the other person get the majority of the customers, which happens often, usually to me, because they dont like getting customers and I am a people pleaser person who actually doesn't mind. XD so usually i am the one doing the customers, and dont get as many tasks done, but i keep the customers out of their hair and am still working. i work more than anyone because i dont take breaks or stop to text or eat, etc etc. so i will get less tasks done, but not from lack of working.   ... i usually do whatever the other person doesn't want to because i am nice, but sometimes i do need to delegate things because i need to prioritize something more important to get done, or need it done specifically, or the other person doesn't do it well, etc etc. so its like i try to make it a deal instead of bossing it. (which i can do because i am senior, but this girl seems not to know that)   anyhow, your asking to introduce something that would hurt me, not help me. X_X lol... but doesn't matter. its been introduced to them before, and was tried before, it was dumped quickly and with a vengeance because the people who didnt like to get customers would have way more tasks done, but they didnt want to reward those people. they hate people doing that, and love people like me who are like customer walks in *jumps to serve them* introducing that hurts the customer experience they want to give so they killed it with a vengeance. the wife is the one that introduced it, and the husband hated it, would come in and scream at us about the importance of the customers, and higher priority than any task. he put his foot down, against her, which never happens and outright ended it. its never ever coming back. lol...
  12. Is it a hate crime/racist

      like i said, it doesn't happen often, and is still more common in other stores than ours.
  13. humans are mostly garbage.

    nope still love cats. dogs are just better for unconditional love/being good.   some cats are better than dogs though. good cats are just not as common as good dogs. some cats can be bitchy.   (you know its true)   also: i trained my cat to nuzzle me when i say "love" so im like i love lucy! *cuddles and snuggles*
  14. Is it a hate crime/racist

      have you ever seen any subway employee with a hairnet? they get around that somehow. but if hair is shown to be a problem you have to get them. as i said, its not a problem, but it has happened in the past.       they dont do that because you also have to get customers, and they already prefer you concentrate on the customers above any work. also, its not that she doesnt work, she is just picky about what work she does do. like she will slice green peppers, but make you slice the onions. so she does work, and she is even reasonably fast at it, she just wont do certain things.
  15. Is it a hate crime/racist

    actually its the best store in the area... lol i rather eat there than any fast food place for miles =3   its owned by a couple, and they care a lot.   hair happens sometimes anywhere. i trust my store more than others on that front, and usually everyone keeps their hair in check. its just this one girl, when she works with me, which isnt often because she only works 1 shift a week, sometimes not even then, as punishments they take away shifts, and she pulls shit with other people too, just no one as much as me. ... i think its because when i get angry, i literally can't fucking talk lose speech ability. so its easy to get away with it cuz i can't keep her in line. -_-; and today was worse than ALL the others she pulled fucking everything one after another.   and my store doesn't have a this is one person's responsibility thing. we have a split thing among the employees because it is easier that way, organizes the tasks we need to do quickly. but EVERYTHING is the responsibility of both people, if you finish your task faster you help with the next one, even if its not "yours". ... least in theory anyways. they dont care who does what, as long as its done in the end and everything looks good. if its not its both people's fault. if you have a problem with someone not working, you talk to the wife, and she will talk to them, take shifts away if necessary. but, for the shift your working, it has to be done and done well or its on you too. cuz if its not done it falls to the opener to do, which is always one of the owners they dont let anyone else. and leaving something for the boss to fix isn't a great plan.   the wife is the one that runs everything, writes the checks the schedule, works 8 hours a day every day where the husband works 2 hours a day on weekdays. both turn up randomly to deliver things, check on things, etc etc.   i consider myself as working for her, more than him. unfortunately he blames anything and everything on the most senior person on staff, which is currently me.     With the wife, i won't get in trouble. with him, i will get huge huge fucking shit. to give you an idea of this:   the last time she went on vacation and he had to open the store.   he noticed the walls have marks on them, starts yelling at me about people scraping the tables on the walls when we move them to clean the floors. i am like okay? we will be more careful. i instruct the person doing the tables to be careful about that. next day he freaks out on me again about it and i try to tell him i wasn't even the one cleaning the floors.... he is like are you working? yes. its your fault. later that night a customer pays $5 in dimes, next morning he fucking screams at me because the soup bowls were not topped up (not empty, but not totally full) and he accuses me of cracking a roll of dimes to give him more work to do counting them in the morning. yells at me about the tables again. i get actually hysterical. have to go to the bathroom because i am hyperventalating and can't fucking breath, i come back out to get screamed at again.   When the wife came back i threatened to quit, because it was that bad. she talked to her husband and separated our shifts so i don't work with him anymore. which means i dont work days anymore. he still occasionally comes in though, and if i ever leave things the way she leaves things he will come in on my shift and scream at me. its just smoke, she has the power, and is far more reasonable. but its still not pleasant.     i still rather work for them because the subway stores in the area sucks. i transferred to that one and walk 45 minutes every day to it, from the one that is 15 minutes walk away, because the more local one is infinitely worse. the owners try to cheat the employees. it's also owned by a couple, but the husband is the one that works, and the wife owns. she has him by the balls though and doesn't understand business. he understands business and you can talk to him and he is reasonable. ... but if his wife disagrees he will toss you under the bus. Once he told me to do something, and i did, then she had a problem with it and im like but he told me to, and she is like i dont think he would. he was sitting right there looking down, looking like the guilty peace of shit he is and says not a damn fucking thing.   and the list goes on and on about shit i hate about them.   ... including showing up at my door because a closer quit on them just before his closing shift and they needed me to take it. i had been up 36 hours cuz of my wargame starting a new server, and i was building up quick. getting ahead. because i had 3 days in a row off, perfect timing, why not? when i tried telling them why i couldn't they were like but that isn't our fault, and it is a videogame, this is your job. ... i am not on call, what i do on my own fucking time is my business. they can fuck off.     other store i havent worked at but is notorious for assholes. both the customers and the employees. then there is another store that is even farther away, but the owners there are cheap as fuck and don't even support what subway dictates. Example, you are supposed to be allowed as much of the veggies as you want. they stick to the formula, no extra unless you pay for it. 6 olives on a footlong, no exceptions, for example. and they watch their employees like a hawk via camera. etc etc. they are crazy too.     like i said, my store is the good one. normally i am good with it, its just this one fucking person...  gah =[ better believe im going to talk to the wife about her, but atm she is on vacay, part of why this girl acted up to that level on this shift i am sure. i cant call her to crack the whip and i have no power. when she gets back... the wife has this girl on shit list already, told me she thinks the girl is a bitch. i hope she gets fired it is a long time coming...   and this shift that i am ranting about was 9 hours long and full of hell. nearly dead luckily cuz of the rain. but it just gave us more time to fight.
  16. Is it a hate crime/racist

    not a wig, a weave. =P   weaves are more common for black people though cuz of that nice thick tough kinky hair. gives a good surface to braid and sew on the weave. it just doesn't work as well/properly, for other hair types. not that it can't be done, it has been, just not a common thing... hence how it can be taken as a hate crime/racist.   .... but your comment made me giggle.       Also unrelated but black girls do many things with their hair, they either get wigs, weaves, use chemicals on their hair to relax it/straighten it, or they braid it in a billion braids.
  17. Is it a hate crime/racist

    =P its not quite that big a problem luckily, but still gross when it does happen.
  18. Is it a hate crime/racist

    they have found her weave hair in subs before, it gets fucking everywhere... she isnt the only one who wears a weave though there are 3 girls at my work who do. so could be theirs, they cant punish only try to reinforce them putting back their hair properly.
  19. humans are mostly garbage.

    necropost, and I am taking a nonserious thread and making it serious for a sec.   I have opinions both ways.   One one hand i believe most people are good. People want to be good.   However being good is a behavioral thing, and needs to be taught and reinforced, like good manners. So for a person to be a good person, they need to be shown how to be good. Then they need an opportunity to be good, and then rewarded. like a thank you and/or a smile. so they will continue to be good in the future.   but... there are fewer and fewer good people being good, to set a good example for the rest of us. and the chance of witnessing the good, being the recipient, is low. and when you yourself are good, do good, you do not always get rewarded. sometimes you even get penalized of sorts. people take advantage of you, and/or scam you. use you. sometimes the recipient is ungrateful, or feels entitled to it and dismisses it as nothing.   so... i still think most people want to be good, they just need the right circumstances to be or become good. Does that make sense?     but... here is another thing to think about. WHY do people want to be good? for the most part it is for being accepted into society. so then... if you are being good, only to get someone to like you, care about you, isn't that actually self serving and selfish? kinda destroys the point in being good. there are others who do it for religion, to go to "heaven" and again that is self serving. others to leave a legacy, to be remembered. recognized. all ulterior motives. So then, is there even someone who exists who is truly good? humans certainly not. ... maybe dogs.         so... get a dog? more than one =] greatly improves the moral quality of your surroundings.
  20. How do you cut people out?

    gently let down an unstable person? not gonna happen. =/ I have plenty of experience with both unstable people and compulsive liars. (see stepdad lies about cancer thing)   crazy people believe what they want to believe and gently letting down doesn't happen. If you truly want him out of your life then im sorry but your going to have to poke the sleeping dog with a stick.... bash him over the head with it actually. (metaphorically speaking of course, don't bash a dog in the head, you animal abuser psycho!) and be an asshole about it. Tell him straight up his lying is crazy, you know he doesn't actually expect you to believe him, and that is that.     This person reminds me of a girl I knew in highschool, her nickname was miss piggy. she had a stubby upturned nose with large nostrils. if she has a booger everyone can see it, kind of nose, small eyes too, but otherwise not completely unfortunate looking. she was a compulsive liar, used to tell stories about how she is a witch, dating harry potter, gets an allowance of a million dollars every month. etc etc. once my friend nic was bugging her and she threatened to strike him down with lightning.   She had a screw loose. but, she was the nicest, sweetest person. you showed ANY form of kindness to her and she fucking loved you.   The group of friends i hung out with was... mixed? we had all sorts of people, from coolest of kids to king of the dorks. =3 it was odd and unique lol   some of us were nice to her, and because of that she called us friends and wanted to be around us. Others fucking hated her and their mission was to drive her away. Or ditch her. One such time i was busy drawing and not about to leave. I didn't know her at the time. Friends left when she went to the bathroom. when she came back she was like D= they left me... =[ no one likes me. and im like T____T *the feels* *draws her a few things** and she was like =D thank you so much... and she fucking cries. O_O; and says no one has ever done something so nice for her before and im still like ooookkay....? O_O i dunno... she is screwy but she is still a nice person. just really very lonely. and she fucking made me feel like a hero just by sketching something for her... lol =3 the warm and fuzzies. =3   One time one of the girls in the group got carried away with her not leaving, and dumped a can of orange pop over her head. she still wouldn't leave. I even offered to go away with her and hang out in the library where she couldn't be bugged but she still refused.   I asked her once why she told such insane stories. she said because it was fun. im like but you know they are not true, and no one would believe you even if they were, so why do it when it has such a bad backlash? She said she didn't know, she just wants something to say, a story to tell. o_O   she had a psychologist and prompted the school to search her locker, they found a hitlist she had of people she wanted to kill. (I was not on it btw, but the girl that poured orange pop on her was!)       That is why i say confront him about the lying, he doesn't believe his lies, and he knows on some level people don't believe him. he has to.   I am okay being friends with this girl, even though she is nutty =P, cuz i think she is nice and just very lonely. but there was another oddball who called me friend that i hated. heather. in middleschool i stood up for her and she was all like omg your my best friend! come to my house! so i did a few times... pity friends? I didnt like being around her because all she talked about was hockey, and this icebears girls hockey team she was the "mascot of" and everyone loved her. and hockey, and more hockey. and she got this from the hockey team, and that. and i didn't give a fucking shit. I even told her i dont like watching sports, i cant stand it. I will play it but i dont want to talk about hockey teams... and she kept going anyways. Still forgivable. just very fucking annoying and not fun. She got pissed at me when i told her i didnt want to come to her house.   she talked shit about me behind my back, to my friends who didnt even like her. didn't want her around. she was a lying fucking bitch. so i had it out with her, fought with her unfriended her. but she quickly forgot this fight where we were not friends and kept calling me buddy, inviting me to her house, and im like umm no we are not friends anymore, cuz you are a lying bitch. repeat fight. she soon forgets and repeats. Cuz she is unpopular and lonely. Which, i used to be, and never reached popularity but evolved out of being an outright social outcast luckily) so i have some sympathy but there are some people who are toxic, and others who are not. she is toxic. and to this day she still randomly messages me on facebook and acts friendly when she sees me face to face, when i know she talks shit soon as im gone. and accuses me of being a bad friend, cuz i dont talk to her or hang out with her or go to her house (which is funny, cuz i told her we are not friends, so i don't see how she can judge what kind of a friend i am when i'm not hers)     ... its slightly funny im still cool with the girl that had a hitlist in her locked but not the backstabbing hockey enthusiast. hahaha XD     anyhow, point i'm trying to make. if he is unstable you need to be clear, be mean, cut it off, or they never ever ever go away because people like that are lonely lunatics. wont get the message any other way so grow a pair and be an asshole, or decide you are okay with being friends with that person forever cuz they are not going away dude.
  21. What keeps you moving forward?

    simple pleasures, like eating food, swinging on swings, nighttime air (it seems cooler and cleaner and its nice to sit up in a tree and breath it in =3)
  22. Embarrassing Moment

    lol you have to be the sugarmama to the kept boy, so you need money to pay for nice things =3
  23. Embarrassing Moment

    i'm not rich enough to have a kept boy, but if i win the lottery i will hold auditions ;]
  24. Embarrassing Moment

    cute boy was cute. =[ we were totally bonding over injuries.
  25. Embarrassing Moment

    I don't remember most of my embarrassing stories. I block them out.   umm this didn't happen too recently and has multiple parts, it haunted me.   First part. At fan expo me and friends were waiting for people outside one of the big rooms at the toronto convention centre. I was in cosplay as a neko girl (chey would have loved it) I had pleather pants and pleather short dress, hence the need for pants, and a furry shrug thing, neko ears, paws and tail. I had fuzzy socks that were black/grey stripped, all the rest of the costume was black.  black cat, because i am obsessed with them.   Anyhow. i was wearing these little mary jane shoes with them. not good for running in. so when my friends started racing each other, i took them off when i decided to join for one of them. I also put on my sweater, to keep my boobs in and not bouncing out accidentally (though that would have made the story better if it did happen).   SO.... we raced, i was so SO fast =D then... i tripped over my feet, head over heels crashed to the ground, it was carpet, i got huge carpet burn scrapes on my elbows. they were bad. really really bad. bigger than apples and bleeding like hell, and when they scabbed over they were still mega monster scrapes. it looked like it had been pavement, not carpet.     part 2, at work some cute guy asked how i got it, i said im not telling its stupid, and he goes on to tell his stories of sporty things he did and got injured on like biking and stuff, and my coworker friends interupted and was like nonono thats not how she got it, she got carpet burn. and he is like oh, is that true? and im like yeah X_X... but i didn't get the.. umm what do you call... implication? of that. my friends explained it to me after.   being lik friend: okay amanda, how do you get carpet burn? me: by falling on it? friend: or by doing something on it. like a back and forth motion. me: what? that sounds like your like scrubbing yourself on the floor like a cat... XD friend: omg SEX amanda, he thought you have carpet burn sex on your elbows!   >_>; *blush*   Part 3 "THEY ARE NOT SEX INJURIES! How the fuck would someone get carpet burns this bad from sex? they would stop wouldn't they? omg nooooo cute guy come back stop looking at me weird! T____T ITS NOT FROM SEX I SWEAR!" (cute guy was not still there, just my friends, but was just lamenting it/being silly but anyhow back to story)     .... then boss walks in and hears that last part. and im like ummm awkward. ... i try to explain it, cuz im fucking stupid, and being like the elbows the elbows i did not get this carpet burn from sex and and   boss: amanda, i dont want to hear it. *does what he doing getting the cash in safe to the bank and leaves*