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Haruki last won the day on July 8 2019

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About Haruki

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  • Birthday 12/06/90

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  1. trans stuffs

    i am a pansexual transgender girl
  2. What Anime Are You Watching Right Now?

    black cover just finished its lastest arc. it was done well.
  3. Hi

    welcome back!
  4. if you click on this topic you must post

    in the dsm, it says if i experience mania first and then psychosis, then it's bipolar disorder, which happened to me back in 2006 and every time i was hospitalized. i was diagnosed with schizophrenia and then bipolar-type schizoaffective disorder because they think i experienced just psychosis in 2006 and psychosis first and then mania or psychosis and mania at the same time in 2013. the doctors go by what they observe while i'm at the hospital. they don't know what goes on when i'm at home. my diagnosis should be bipolar disorder, but it's the same treatment and medication, so my therapist and psychiatrist say it really doesn't matter.
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    i was the first person on this site who openly admitted they had a mental illness back in 2004. my diagnosis back then was depression. then it changed to schizophrenia in 2006 when i had a psychotic episode after not sleeping for a week. now it's bipolar-type schizoaffective disorder and post-traumatic stress disorder. i've been mostly stable since 2007, being voluntarily hospitalized after having flashbacks in 2013 and not taking medication so my parents wouldn't worry about my insomnia in 2015 and 2017. i want to stop taking medication because it makes me sleep too much and feel tired during the day, but it would be dangerous to go off cold turkey. i tell my therapist and psychiatrist that if they treat my insomnia, then i wouldn't have a manic and/or psychotic episode. they say it's a symptom of mania and my mental illness so they treat all those at the same time with mood stabilizers and anti-psychotics, but i think they just want more money. eastern philosophy, spirituality, and meditation have helped me become symptom-free. i think that's all i need. i live on my own now. my mom passed away about 4 years ago. if i do decide to stop taking medication, my dad who would be the only person to worry about me won't know about it. people who worry about me put me under a lot of stress. i just need sleep to function normally.
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    i started watching basketball in 1996. i was only able to watch michael jordan's last two years with the chicago bulls when he was still in his prime. kobe bryant was the closest thing to michael jordan for my generation. i'm glad i was able to witness kobe bryant's entire career. when i was a kid, he was my favorite basketball player who i watched since their rookie year. to be honest, i started appreciating tim duncan more as i got older even though the dallas mavericks was my favorite team during the early 2000s when they had steve nash, michael finley, and dirk nowitzki and they kept losing to the san antonio spurs in the playoffs. kobe bryant passed the torch to lebron james. lebron james is the biggest basketball player in the world like michael jordan and kobe bryant were in their primes. i was shocked when i woke up to hear kobe bryant passed away in such a tragic manner. it was definitely one of the most devastating deaths in history. he was a polarizing figure because he was arrogant when he was younger, but made people start conversations with his abilities, and eventually matured to a wise man who is universally respected.
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    i must correct your arrogant belief that you can defeat lord dio
  8. if you click on this topic you must post

    i had a threesome with two men the other day
  9. Favorite Anime

    top 20 favorite anime of the 2010s: 1. the disappearance of haruhi suzumiya 2. boogiepop and others 3. kino's journey -the beautiful world- the animated series 4. mushishi the next passage 5. konosuba: god's blessing on this wonderful world! (series) 6. rascal does not dream of bunny girl senpai 7. jojo's bizarre adventure: golden wind 8. jojo's bizarre adventure: diamond is unbreakable 9. jojo's bizarre adventure: stardust crusaders 10. jojo's bizarre adventure 11. hunter x hunter (2011) 12. fate/zero + fate/stay night: unlimited blade works 13. mob psycho 100 (series) 14. one-punch man (series) 15. shimoneta: a boring world where the concept of dirty jokes doesn't exist 16. your lie in april 17. black lagoon: roberta's blood trail 18. the promised neverland 19. black clover 20. my hero academia (series)
  10. Favorite Anime

    top 20 favorite anime: 1. the melancholy of haruhi suzumiya + the disappearance of haruhi suzumiya 2. ouran high school host club 3. nana 4. welcome to the nhk 5. honey and clover (series) 6. school rumble (series) 7. azumanga daioh 8. love hina 9. flcl 10. great teacher onizuka 11. monster 12. death note 13. serial experiments lain 14. boogiepop phantom + boogiepop and others 15. kino's journey + kino's journey -the beautiful world- the animated series 16. mushishi + mushishi the next passage 17. haibane renmei 18. requiem from the darkness 19. now and then, here and there 20. gankutsuou: the count of monte cristo
  11. Aqua crying for 395 seconds straight

    lol petite bourgeois rage