So uhhh yah, I haven't been on DGz in a longgggg time but I needed somewhere to vent.
Since about mid October i've been in a long distance relationship with this girl that i've known for about 10 months, we didn't really talk until about 2 weeks before we started going out but things moved stupidly fast during the early months, after being together for about two months she wanted me to go out there to meet her, it was....... by far the best time of my life, spent all day for three weeks with her, lost my virginity and tooks hers etcetc. Things moved pretty quickly and we already planned on her coming out here in the near future, but then when I got home things started going to hell. We both hate the long distance thing but we both have to finish school, the distance started causing dumb fights and shit until eventually it got to the point where we were fighting everyday. We broke up the day before yesterday and we decided to try to be good friends, yah fuck that shit. Today I got an interesting message from her saying that she's been giving me the past few days to 'win her back' which, granted, i'd like to do now that we're not together but that was never stated or any shit. Am I dumb for not assuming that? She's just way to........ controlling I was talking to some random girl (who we both know is in a serious relationship) and she thinks I was flirting with the girl in my mind whether I was or not is none of her buisness now that we're broken up (I wasn't if it means anything). So after being accused of this and being bitched at for a small amount of time I said bye and left. So about 5 minutes after that i'm laying down trying to go to sleep and I get a call from her, she's crying saying i've been treating her like shit now that we're not together (when earlier today she told me she didn't even know if she wanted to be my friend), she get's really fucking defensive and mad and starts claiming i've never cared about her and that i'm a bad person and shit and I just have no response to this, everything ends and i'm like k, maybe in the morning she'll be a bit more level headed. So I text her that i'm gonna go take a walk and to not call my house phone, she texts me back instantly asking me to get into Ventrilo to talk to her so I say fuck my walk and go talk to her, I get in vent and she sounds really calm and shit when like...... 5 minutes ago she was crying claiming I never loved her.
What the fuck do I do? Am I dealing with a girl far to unstable to try to make something work? Do I keep going with this if I really care about her? Halllllp.